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Someday
04:30
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All of the hardest days in my life
are behind me.
I'm not going back for nothing.
I'd rather live each day out until the last.
I'm not living, hardly surviving
in this fucked up world we're all living in.
And I'm trying my fucking hardest.
Goddamnit, I hope that's all enough.
I still feel the weight of the world some days.
Fuck, I don't feel like waking up at all some days.
Someday.. I wanna wake up and feel alright.
Wake up exhausted, I'm always tired
Hijacked to go ahead.
I'm always anxious, I'm always nervous.
My hands keep shaking.
My brain's invaded, my soul's been branded.
My tongue's been cut straight out.
And I keep trying my goddamn best.
That's all I ever had in this.
And I hope tomorrow will be different.
I hope then we all feel like we're living.
Someday.. I wanna wake up and feel alright.
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2. |
One in Five Billion
05:43
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I don't care about the world at all.
I never asked to be a part of it.
I don't care about love at all.
That's why I'm good with disappointment.
I'm not at peace with who I used to be.
Sometimes I hate it.. I fucking hate it.
Sometimes I need you here with me.
There's always war, ya know, inside my head.
Some nights it's haunting me.
But, that's how I wanted it to be.
I don't believe in much of anything.
That's how it's always been since I was growing up.
You threw your sorrows off the Fahy Bridge.
Well, I burned all of mine right into my skin.
I.. I'm always fighting
what's in my hands, what's in my heart.
I don't believe in fucking anything.
I guess it's pitiful that I never had it all.
I don't want to waste the things I'd say
I'd rather be right here fucking waiting.
I've always felt cursed by the life I've known
since I was growing up.. Since I was on my own.
I don't believe that it's been certain
or that it's always been so predetermined.
I.. I'm always fighting
what's in my hands, what's in my heart.
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3. |
Silly Love
01:34
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4. |
Pineapple Pie
03:23
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You might see my hands shake.
You won't feel my heart break.
I've seen all the worst of the world
and sometimes it's hard for me
to just take it in.
I don't owe you anything
I don't owe anyone any explanations
I know what's in my head
I know what's in my heart.
You don't need to know a goddamn thing about me.
All you need to know is we're doing alright.
All you need to know is we are doing alright.
I've seen a lot of my friends to their grave.
That's how I learned to keep my dark in its place.
My childhood friend drowned in a lake
in a place when we were kids
we used to go and hang
and how my brother and I didn't talk for years..
I know what's in my head
I know what's in my heart.
You don't need to know a goddamn thing about me.
All you need to know is we're doing alright.
All you need to know is we are doing alright.
You won't see my hands shake.
You won't feel my heart break.
You don't need to know a goddamn thing about me.
All you need to know is we're doing alright.
You don't need to know a goddamn thing about me.
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5. |
Stereo Silence
04:36
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Sometimes I feel like
parking my car on the side of the road
and go running wild into the woods
and never coming back.
You know I feel this cold old heart
like I don't feel at all
The only time were together now
is at a goddamn funeral
You know I felt the same way then
when I was a kid in a smaller town
I smeared my heart across the floorboards
of the house I grew up in.
You gotta hold on tight.
And if I drive my car
right off the side of the mountain now
Just know I had planned it out
I had everything plotted out
down to the road we're driving down
and the song that's playing now
So if I feel it calling me
don't touch the goddamn stereo.
You know I felt the same way then
when I was a kid in the city
light sparkling glass on the concrete
doing circles on the turnpike.
You gotta hold on tight.
I feel like I'm holding on to the memories
I'm hardly holding on myself.
I feel like I'm holding on to these memories
I'm hardly holding on myself.
You gotta hold on tight.
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6. |
Love Cats
03:26
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7. |
I Need You
03:15
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I always thought that you'd be the first to go.
I never thought I needed anyone
until I fucking lost it all.
When I was young I was trying harder to die
than I've ever tried to live.
Now with you softly glued to my heart
I know what true love is.
I need you.. I need you.
I've been sifting through the pages
going back to where it began.
Back on moments of inner dialogue
heartaches, and shaky hands.
I saw you as ageless, but hurt.
Now we're both battered and bruised.
In the end I never thought you'd be
someone else that I would lose.
I need you.. I need you.
I won't wait forever.
I won't wait that long.
I know I need you.
But, in the ocean of love
I'm starting to fucking drown.
I need you.. I need you.
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8. |
Red Bastards
04:19
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I never lost the heart I had to fall in love.
And I never lost the hope I had of growing up.
But I never lost the loss I learned from falling in love.
And I never lost the hope I had of growing up.
That's why I'm sick of falling down.. So get up.
That's why I can't relate to anyone at all.
Some days I feel like I could live inside the van
So let's go..
Then there's nights where I don't feel like I'm alive
So I don't know..
I never lost the loss I learned from living through loveless lessons.
And I never lost the hope I found in what's been given.
That's why I'm sick of falling down.. So get up.
That's why I can't relate to anyone at all.
You can't calculate your whole life on mistakes.
You can't live your whole life with such regret.
You can add up all the sorrows in your heart
And put it into a song about falling apart.
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9. |
Far Enough Away
03:47
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Time I've got because I wasn't made to waste
or taught to stick around and wait for you.
I no longer have a sympathetic heart
and I owe that all to you.
I heard all of your creaking bones
that's how I know you can't carry a tune.
Barefoot on frozen concrete
on Valentine's Day running from the truth.
But I don't play that game for you.
I can wait.
You know I'm never far enough away from you.
You can build this house brick by fucking brick
Build it all up for just us two.
I can tear it down just as fucking quick
And leave you buried in the rubble of your heartless tomb.
I've seen all of your flaws.
I've seen you ripped apart with nothing to hold on to.
I don't have the fucking time or heart
to sit around here just to wait for you.
But I don't play that game for two.
I can wait.
You know I'm never far enough away from you.
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10. |
Cliche Guevara
02:11
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I'm not lonely. I've got neighbors
and I've got friends to call.
I still feel empty
And the message was on the wall.
Is this disconsolate?
Because holding on..
Holding on ain't living at all.
I don't know why I feel like I'm drowning
We're lost at sea.
She sang songs
as she paints my hero to my arm
while I sang soft.
Hanging in the van with my friends.
We got home just in time
to see the world fucking end.
I don't know why I feel like I'm drowning
We're lost at sea.
You're old enough to know
You're old enough by now to realize
the things you should have learned in school
But, they are all shut down.
Everything is different
These days just creep.
Everything is different.
This is life on repeat.
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12. |
Paper Hearts
04:38
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I've been running for my life
still trying to catch up with you.
Do the thoughts in your heart
mean anything at all?
I've been trying so hard to catch up with you.
I'm still running in place.
I just don't know where to go.
And I'd love to get all those little feelings
back I spent on you.
And I'd love to get them back
to spend on someone new.
I'm still running from my shadow.
I can only lose at night.
I swam through rainy nights under city lights
going through the motions of every single fucking fight.
There's still so much I'd love to tell you.
But I think I left my heart back in Philadelphia.
And I'd love to get all those little feelings
back I spent on you.
And I'd love to get them back
to spend on someone new.
I'm still running from my shadow.
I can only lose at night.
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13. |
Jesus is My Safe Word
02:58
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I don't think I can sing these songs,
but my social life is taking a dive.
I don't think I can play these songs,
but I love the moments and the times.
So I wait, and I wait, and I wait,
for the chorus that we can sing along.
And I stop, and I start, and I stop
because I'd rather be sitting at home.
I feel like there's nothing left for me.
I don't feel it in my head, my heart.
I don't feel it anymore.
I sang these songs before,
but they still don't feel like they are my own.
I'm a broken fucking record, baby.
And I'm singing to adhere to all these songs.
So I wait, and so I wait, and so I wait
for the one part to sing along.
And I stop, and I stall, and I stop
because I'd rather be going home.
I feel like there's nothing left for you.
I don't feel it in my head, my heart.
I don't feel it anymore.
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14. |
First One No
04:39
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You've been giving me the creeps
It's like every time I talk,
where I end, you begin.
Always heard through paper walls.
It's like I only hear screaming
when you talk.
You've been getting in my head
Quick to moments that I'd forget
You've been crawling under my skin
Poking out so deep from within.
I don't mind,
but I don't have the time for this tonight.
You've been haunting me all night
Rumbling through my brain when it's dark.
You keep calling me so fuck this phone
Don't leave a message because I ain't home.
No, I don't wanna hang
I've got better company when I'm alone.
I tried being nice, but it never works.
You double down on hints, in solid force.
I don't mind,
but I don't have the time for this tonight.
You've been giving me the creeps
It's like every time I talk,
where I end, you begin.
Always heard through paper walls.
It's like I only hear screaming
when you talk.
You're still getting under my skin.
Voiceless hopes, like you could hook me in.
Silence cracks the sounds off my phone
Like I've said a million times..
Leave me alone.
I don't mind,
but I don't have the time for this tonight.
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15. |
Lousy Weekend
01:51
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16. |
TSR
01:34
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17. |
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I don't care about the world at all.
I never asked to be a part of it.
I don't care about love at all.
That's why I'm good with disappointment.
I'm not at peace with who I used to be.
Sometimes I hate it.. I fucking hate it.
Sometimes I need you here with me.
There's always war, ya know, inside my head.
Some nights it's haunting me.
But, that's how I wanted it to be.
I don't believe in much of anything.
That's how it's always been since I was growing up.
You threw your sorrows off the Fahy Bridge.
Well, I burned all of mine right into my skin.
I.. I'm always fighting
what's in my hands, what's in my heart.
I don't believe in fucking anything.
I guess it's pitiful that I never had it all.
I don't want to waste the things I'd say
I'd rather be right here fucking waiting.
I've always felt cursed by the life I've known
since I was growing up.. Since I was on my own.
I don't believe that it's been certain
or that it's always been so predetermined.
I.. I'm always fighting
what's in my hands, what's in my heart.
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The Mega Yeah Nazareth, Pennsylvania
We used to be four normals. That was until we sent our money to Robert Tilton and he filled us with the Warrior Spirit sent down from the ionosphere. That's when we became the most powerful force in the known universe, The Mega Yeah!
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