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Red Bastards!
04:32
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I never lost the heart I had to fall in love.
And I never lost the hope I had of growing up.
But I never lost the loss I learned from falling in love.
And I never lost the hope I had of growing up.
That's why I'm sick of falling down.. So get up.
That's why I can't relate to anyone at all.
Some days I feel like I could live inside the van
So let's go..
Then there's nights where I don't feel like I'm alive
So I don't know..
I never lost the loss I learned
from living through loveless lessons.
And I never lost the hope I found in what's been given.
That's why I'm sick of falling down.. So get up.
That's why I can't relate to anyone at all.
You can't calculate your whole life on mistakes.
You can't live your whole life with such regret.
You can add up all the sorrows in your heart
And put it into a song about falling apart.
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2. |
Barony
03:33
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I'd like to say that I stayed up until 6am.
because the beauty of the night was keeping me up again
But the sad fact is that I'm just bored.
I'm just tired anymore.
I watch the night turn day over the baseball field.
Walking through red lights to get to the backside of town.
It's just what you do when you've got to make the rounds.
But the sad fact is that I've grown up fearing everything.
I watch the night turn day over the baseball field.
The parking lots burning light through my window.
So I go for a walk and I try to move on.
I watch the chimneys blowing out the smoky silhouettes
burning my lineage to the sky.
I know this cold night air is saving me
It brings life to the hours passing by.
Where's the sun? I haven't got all night..
I used to turn the night into something beautiful
Now I just use it as a crutch.
It used to be the right time all the time.
Now it's hard enough to just move on.
The parking lots burning light through my window.
So I go for a walk and I try to move on.
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Voyager Reprise
03:58
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4. |
Already Gone
04:32
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You lived your whole life suffering
until the moment you were gone.
I saw you last a silhouette dancing on the ground.
You're leaving now.. I'm pleading out.
I hope there's no more suffering
where ever you are now.
I know you're already gone..
That doesn't make it any easier.
It doesn't make me feel alright.
That doesn't make it any easier.
It's hard enough to say goodbye.
A fire burned inside your heart,
but the smoke filled up your lungs.
The comfort of your simple charm..
It still echoes like a gun.
You raised my Mom in a loving home
but you broke my Nanny's heart.
You left the world a reminder how honest people are.
I know you're already gone..
Some wars you never stop fighting.
Some battles they just never end.
You taught me with sincerity
to never give up on what you believe in.
When you returned from the war,
your entire family had all moved on.
I know you're already gone..
That doesn't make it any easier.
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5. |
Far Enough Away
03:51
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Time I've got because I wasn't made to waste
or taught to stick around and wait for you.
I no longer have a sympathetic heart
and I owe that all to you.
I heard all of your creaking bones
that's how I know you can't carry a tune.
Barefoot on frozen concrete
on Valentine's Day running from the truth.
But I don't play that game for you.
I can wait.
You know I'm never far enough away from you.
You can build this house brick by fucking brick
Build it all up for just us two.
I can tear it down just as fucking quick
And leave you buried in the rubble of your heartless tomb.
I've seen all of your flaws.
I've seen you ripped apart with nothing to hold on to.
I don't have the fucking time or heart
to sit around here just to wait for you.
But I don't play that game for two.
I can wait.
You know I'm never far enough away from you.
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6. |
My Time Belongs to Me
05:42
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It's been one of the hardest months I've ever been through.
I'm still waiting for the answers on top of all of this bad news.
They cleaned the streets and towed my car.
And I missed a night of work.
Half of my family is in the hospital.
And I don't have a cigarette to smoke.
It's been a long year and I spent my time
holding dear all that I've called mine.
My Father started crying thinking of the old days.
My Nanny woke up yesterday thinking I was graduating.
It's been a long year and I spent my time
holding dear all that I've called mine.
My time is my time
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7. |
Hey Moo Moo Yeah!
04:32
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I left the door open
because I didn't wanna hear the sound
of all the screaming that's inside my head
bouncing off these walls.
I can't even feel the open air burst through
like it's dancing around my clothes.
I didn't even feel it in the morning
when I woke up to this mess.
I don't really feel anything at all.
I don't even know how long I've slept.
I can only feel it as the sunsets
on the moments that I have kept.
And I still feel like my whole world is ready to fucking end.
I live with all the ghosts of good times that I miss.
Like sun soaked winter days and all those cretin nights.
Like waking up on basement floors
after hardly sleeping the night before.
I saw reflections of the streetlights
bending in the snow as she hit the ice.
Now I'm all alone at night
and I can't remember when I felt alright.
It's like the whole wide world is waiting for me to fuck it all up.
And I still feel like my whole world is ready to fucking end.
Stay with me a little while longer..
You're all I have until it's fucking over..
And I still feel like my whole world is ready to fucking end.
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8. |
Skin and Bones
03:45
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I wanna see who you are deep down to the core
Underneath your skin and between your bones.
Because I remember who you were when I was younger.
I still remember who you were when I was growing up.
I still feel the way I did when I was younger.
I still feel the way I did when I was growing up.
I wanna know who you are and not who you've been.
I wanna see the magic behind the curtain.
I remember who you were way back then
And I still remember who you were when we were still just kids.
I still feel the way I did when I was younger.
I still feel the way I did when I was growing up.
You can leave the stage, turn low the lights.
We're all in costumes here so let's keep it fair.
You can leave the stage, turn low the lights.
There's no feelings here so let's keep it fair.
I still feel the way I did when I was younger.
I still feel the way I did when I was growing up.
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9. |
Jesus is My Safe Word
03:06
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I don't think I can sing these songs,
but my social life is taking a dive.
I don't think I can play these songs,
but I love the moments and the times.
So I wait, and I wait, and I wait,
for the chorus that we can sing along.
And I stop, and I start, and I stop
because I'd rather be sitting at home.
I feel like there's nothing left for me.
I don't feel it in my head, my heart.
I don't feel it anymore.
I sang these songs before,
but they still don't feel like they are my own.
I'm a broken fucking record, baby.
And I'm singing to adhere to all these songs.
So I wait, and so I wait, and so I wait
for the one part to sing along.
And I stop, and I stall, and I stop
because I'd rather be going home.
I feel like there's nothing left for you.
I don't feel it in my head, my heart.
I don't feel it anymore.
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10. |
Before it Goes Down
02:50
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I want a girl who's as warm as me
and always seems their too cold.
Seeking an illusive sound
I keep my ear down and out
for common ground
I wish you could live without
the need for somewhere else.
I wish I could live without
the records on my shelf
But they own me
And I want it to be something else
I set myself up to be this alone.
But if I look up I swear
I don't feel the moments slipping away
But I spend too long looking down
for most of my days.
You should watch the pot
because it's going to boil.
Don't waste your time
with your head in the clouds
or on a girl.
Because life will come and interrupt you.
So enjoy the time you get to be with yourself.
Get lost in a sunset before it goes down.
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11. |
I Need You
03:47
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I always thought that you'd be the first to go.
I never thought I needed anyone
until I fucking lost it all.
When I was young I was trying harder to die
than I've ever tried to live.
Now with you softly glued to my heart
I know what true love is.
I need you.. I need you.
I've been sifting through the pages
going back to where it began.
Back on moments of inner dialogue
heartaches, and shaky hands.
I saw you as ageless, but hurt.
Now we're both battered and bruised.
In the end I never thought you'd be
someone else that I would lose.
I need you.. I need you.
I won't wait forever.
I won't wait that long.
I know I need you.
But, in the ocean of love
I'm starting to fucking drown.
I need you.. I need you.
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12. |
PphD
03:30
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The last time that I checked you were reaching out to me.
The last time that I looked my phone was turning blue.
And you told me a hundred times that you've got your PhD
Well, if you're so smart, then why the fuck do you need me?
You said don't look too hard for love
Because that's why you fuck it up.
The last time that I checked I couldn't find a moment in my head
I felt lost enough to jump into someone elses bed.
Congratulations on college and all your accomplishments
Well, anyone can read a book..
When ya write one I'll be impressed.
I don't need a doctor yet, but I'll tell you when I do.
You don't need to psycho-analyze me. My life's an open book.
I'm honest enough for you to not need a second look.
Maybe instead of trying to date me you could write my life story.
So don't try to prescribe me another fucking dose..
I don't need a doctor yet, but I'll tell you when I do.
Is now a polite to say that I don't want to go out with you?
Something's just aren't meant to be.. You've still got your PphD
I don't need a doctor yet, but I'll tell you when I do.
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13. |
Chicken Mountain
05:30
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I don't know how this got complicated.
I don't know where I went wrong.
I was content hating everything.
I was fine being all alone.
Lit by my headlights I saw you shaking.
And I just couldn't drive away.
I lit us cigarettes and we watched
the sidewalk getting painted by rain.
Sometimes I swear I sleep enough.
Sometimes I cannot sleep at all.
Now to have met you and to have met your heart.
The fog surrounds us like a stage.
It's like we were picked for these parts.
Will someone feed me a line to say?
The rain looks fake like we're on a move set.
Gas station lights buzzing loud.
You stopped crying because we're faceless here.
My heart feels a little tighter now.
Sometimes I swear I sleep enough.
Sometimes I cannot sleep at all.
I wasn't trying to talk to anyone.
I swear I was trying to run away.
I wasn't trying to talk to anyone.
But I just couldn't walk away.
Sometimes I swear I sleep enough.
Sometimes I cannot sleep at all.
How long will you suffer?
Before you just fall down..
How long will you suffer?
Before we both fall down..
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14. |
You Wouldn't Like Me
02:53
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How does it feel to know that
you tried with everything you've got
to stop me dead in my tracks,
but you failed.
And I hope you fucking know it.
How does it feel to know that
you tried with everything you've got
to get inside my head or rip it off
But I hope you fucking know it..
I feel vindicated, I feel so elated.
I hope you love the bed you made
And I hope you die inside it.
How does it feel to know that
you thought your striking words could beat
a soulless, carefree, know-it-all,
Well, you're wrong.
And I hope you fucking know it.
You're only a part of my past.
You know the part that's sad.
I feel vindicated, I feel so elated.
I hope you love the bed you made
And I hope you die inside it.
I hope you're happy when I'm gone.
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16. |
Dead History
03:34
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He sent the troops home, back from the jungle.
He made peace with the bodies in the Congo.
With Castro sitting in the water
He said there ain't no use to make of another slaughter.
He had a dream of hands held together.
Now those hands are pointed up out there.
Pointed up to where they heard the final shot from.
In an instant, a man's dream came undone.
Did you ever find the fucking Promised Land?
And it's sad that history is written
by the ones who are still alive.
And it's sad that history ain't written
by the ones who already died.
With children starving on all of our continents
Here at home we have food eating contests.
The law of the land is still governed by the idiots.
With all of your morals in the hands of religions.
I didn't know that eating was a privilege.
And it's sad that history is written
by the ones who are still alive.
And it's sad that history ain't written
by the ones who already died.
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17. |
Stay Together
03:14
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The Mega Yeah Nazareth, Pennsylvania
We used to be four normals. That was until we sent our money to Robert Tilton and he filled us with the Warrior Spirit sent down from the ionosphere. That's when we became the most powerful force in the known universe, The Mega Yeah!
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